Hopeless Spirits of Mine

You allowed me sink in anguish, Dear child I believed in you, But you let me down By making me live these lies I’ve been denied way too many times My spirits are hopeless And below your feet Repair our broken promises, God I sought to relieve the gloom in your life My past seems to repeat itself Like a broken record, However, I’m frightened of what I’ve become My decrepit, hollow heart Keeps pumping with evil blood cells I’m infected by perilous hardships I’m blemished with my own sins Oh God, You saved me from Living in distress