Honest To God Free Verse Grammer Not Fixed

why cant the pain burst in the release of anguish threw my ears threw the eyes down the road of so many lies so many tears wasted time hours in the dark looking to see crying to feel something that isnt there to feel alive cold tears down my neck warm blood down my wrist dead inside nothing's okay its not alright this addiction called suffering the agony the smile behind this pain agony and suffering a twisted grin as you scream my name down the dark abise threw the gates of my judgement your dead to me it dosent matter your here alone down on your knees something gone it was never missing because it was never there my words the truth a care in the world and my sanity