Home Away From Home

Soon but not too soon I will have a home away from home and I'm pretty sure this sounds unusual But I think I need to leave this sheltered little seed that I've been in since the day I was born. I need to fall or at least be able to leapt in the air... Living on campus will be a little scary, but it's me and it's a new experience. I told my mom already and she says I will miss her. Yes I think I will but eventually I will get used to seeing her on weekends or whenever I can. I feel that in order to grow you have to plot a new seed in some other dirt. Maybe if it doesn't work and the sun light doesn't come I will go back to my used to be home instead of the new one I will have. But I feel an excited little voice as I think of living some where, where my family isn't. A rush, a promise home away from home but never where my soul is at.