Hollow Point

I smell you in your absence,and feel your presence. I hear the words you spoke,their tone and essence. In the silence of my thoughts,I see you there. Memory's surround me,everyone we shared. When I am alone,I feel a seance of security. I can't explain the feeling,I just know your next to me. It's like the air in the room changes,and the molecules cares my frame. A smile brought in like a breeze,at the thought of your name. I miss you EVERY DAY of my life,and though I seem strong.... You bring my only tears,If I reminisce to long. Bitter sweet dreams in the silence of the night. Waking,hoping,needing to see you there,still afraid I just might. A year has passed,and the months have dragged on. I question Gods judgment,but who am I to say he is wrong? So I'll sit waiting to see you and hear you too. Sit thinking of our times together,hoping you know i miss you.