Hole In My Heart

There is a huge hole in my heart where you should be The pain is tearing me apart wish you could open your eyes and clearly see My emotions have over taken all my control to where I'm chained to them they will not let me be free I feel it so deep in my soul that we should be together yet here I am, there you are, and still your not here with me For so long now I just haven't felt completely whole yet for you I remain down on my knees My mind constantly has me walking down memory lane taking forever that stroll so much that it's my moments with you that keeps right on tormenting me They are haunting my each waking moments and torturing my ever endless dreams They keep taunting and cause me to keep coming apart at my seams But even if I really wanted for myself to end my pain I would rather have these daunted feelings inside me then to again give my love to someone in vain No matter how much by your memory I'm forever tortured, tormented, or taunted no matter how much tears fall like rain I don't care how much my heart and soul may fall or what I do or don't from this gain Who really knows I just may get it all or I may still be here with nothing yet again Seasons come and go and from you I still get no call and yet to you all my love I continue to send I'm the only one who for you will always be standing down that hall it's me who has that love for you that's one without no end But you stay where you are for now even if the feelings between you two have since come to a stall you stay right there with her and keep on having to pretend I'll will still be right here as always holding on to what's left of my sanity while my broken heart when it comes to you I can no longer mend I scream and yell all my profanity it's an endless ever aching accomplishment to no end And for now you will constantly be here in my soul even if you're not here with me I can't stop it that's in control it will not let me be free Even if it continues to tear me apart and you never come to see That forever more until we meet again there will be a huge hole in my heart where you should be