Hidden Unlikely Answer

one sighs, deep down the answer lies. why i do it? comes to me bit by bit: trying to find an answer, calling out to whoever, getting nowhere. wondering why? still i try to fight, even though it's out of my sight! crying for some understandings, like a bird with no wings. i try to fly, then take a dive. then i just die, i still try to strive. no matter how bad it is, no matter what diss. i try to forget, and just let.......