Hibernation

My heart, I placed in hibernation.It's cobbwebbed and dusty, in sleep. I tell myself, it's just facination..so I leave it alone for safe keep. Long ago my life changed.. and it's now rearranged.. as this hill that I'm climbing gets steep. My futures been paved by mistakes I have made. My heart, oh so yearning for light. I think of back then..longing for zen..we argued..well into the night. those tough words that I heard..almost crazy..absurd. Were sadly, the last she would speak. A seceret it seems..shattered our dreams and pushed me to place my heart there. Though I kept my word and I'll always care. It's time for my heart to awake. With her makeup just right and her nails painted bright. She comes like a thief in the night. As I sit and wait in a hibernating state. clicking on refresh for my long lost dreams. RJM2014