Here We Go Again

You said you could be anybody and I denied it so But now I find myself experiencing it anew Terrified when he is late that something isn't right Nervous about those interactions when it's just us two Having subtle dreams with a romantic undertone Distracted to the point where I walk into a wall Dreaming of what would happen if he were into me Jealous when he interacts with anyone at all Messaging him daily when I know that I should stop Telling him my secrets, and learning how he'll think Gaining all his trust through emotional intimacy Not crossing the line, but living at the brink Once again I failed to see The truth behind the lies Your words echo repeatedly The reality I so despise I may be different now But the situation is the same I guess it never had to be you I guess I never left the game