Here I Am Lord

Here I am again Lord... searching for right words to say. True to you, true to me... which will it be today? Giving you my all should be easy after all you've gone through. Holding back is all I've ever known after all I have had to go through Trust in you seems impossible. Trust in me even harder. For you I've never seen or touched, and for me at times it doesn't seem to matter. I want to believe when you promise, "You'll get me through the day. I want to soar up on "eagles wings", or at least feel changed in the slightest way. I want to learn love the way you do! To awake, open my eyes and see something new. I want to let others love me the same way to! Too awake, open my eyes and see a different view. Show me what I'm missing Lord I'm living day to day! Is there really a purpose or all a cruel joke? Lord I beg you; tell me what you're trying to say. So, here I am again Lord... searching for right words to say. True to you, true to me... How will it be different today