Her expectations of me she still holds with such conviction, to her portraying me
in the light is her addiction. She alleviates my selfish doubt, of a world I thought I
could live without. Before she departs
she throws some advice my way. F%@k the life you wish you once had, and f%
@k the drug induced idiot you call dad. Remember even a savior needs to be
saved, as even an educated addict's life can turn tragic. So she shows me how
to cope with the absence of hope.