Her Absence

Theres many things we dont realized. About that special someone. Especially the little details. Her smile, her laugh. Or the way she sneezes , that makes your heart giggle inside. And as time goes by. You fall deep in love. Forever and always you promise that. You give her your everything. As she gives you her world. You eventually lover her more then yourself. You stay up all night holding her between your arms. Promising to have a family of your own. Then one day she cries of pain. Shes hiding something. But deep down you know shes going to be okay. Then one day she leaves. Telling you that shes moving on. And some how 3 years of love falls in 20 seconds. Months passes by. When you still think of her. Every morning and every night. You try to contact her. But shes no were to be find. Then you get the news by her dad. She pass away . Everything you once knew. Every feeling you ever hide. Falls as they hit the ground. Sadly ever since that day. They havent made a sound. It was a disaster. To find out she had cancer. She kept that secret to the grave. She didnt want you to suffer ,so she lied to you that day. Leaving you ... broke her heart in two. And dieing in that bed alone. Even to this day it hurts you... Theres many things we dont realized. About that special one. When she giggles. When she laughs out loud. When she wakes you up by messing with your ears. When shes down for you... Threw out the years.