Help Me Understand

In the quiet of the night I pause for a moment I reflect on our relationship My heart doesn't want to let you go so I hold on tight But I have my doubts I wonder if you ever stop what your doing to think about us too and if so,do you feel the same way I do Are we just going through the motions of the day are there times when you feel you have so much to say What is it that holds us here our lives our at a standstill I tell myself if you don't speak soon I will But I don't Can you help me to understand why or is it easier that I lay in bed and cry Because I do I do