Help Me

Slap in the face Thrown against the wall Beaten senseless Did it help you at all? Did it help with your pain Did it make him come back Did you ever wonder how it felt To always be under attack? So I just sit in my room And I look at the ceiling Afraid to tell anyone what I'm feeling Please help me I can't take anymore Suicide failed And no body's there Just walk away that's what you always do you don't care what you put me through It's all over now And you want me back?? I can't just go back now I'm no longer under attack