Help

i scream, but no one hears, i need help, but the world is deaf, i want to break my head, just to make it go away, i cant take this feeling, please just help me, make it go away, how can i show you, how much pain is in my head, i need help, not to be told im crazy, because of my track lines, there red and raised now, i have to keep the scarlet away, i want to rip out my hair, and scratch until the dirt goes away, im so unclean, no matter how much i scrape off, it just isnt enough to eliminate, the daggers in my head please help me