Hello

Always on my mind, sometimes I awake and tears fall from my eyes, Why? You said hello and goodbye came too quick. Got caught up ...my heart couldn't handle it I know I'm not the only one, you know you felt it. The difference is you can deny it and I cant help it. Am I in love with you? I don't know I don't want too be but its a lot of fun with you Eevery day is rain until I see you again... to be where you are is like a kiss from the sun but you run so far from me, you dont even know how special you are to me. If this is goodbye? than I wish you'd never said hello to me... cause i ****en miss you! Sometimes I hold on to things you gave me just to get through the day. I want to call but I'm too scared and don't know what to say so i pray that you'll call but that call never comes. So i cry some more thinking its over because of something i've done what did i do? i ****en hate this part and wish i could hate you... but I can't...because....? I DON'T KNOW...I JUST CAN'T!