Heaven To Hell

I look to God and wonder how you could do All of the things in my life, that I have been through Pain, tears, deaths, and fears Always blaming you God, I was unawares The nightmares, rapes, drugs and abuse I know now, you are not the one to accuse It was all evil I had to come through on to this day The pain and tears made me come back to you and pray You close me in your arms and say it is okay When you awake, it will be a better day