Heartless

I am only as strong as my weakest link The depression that I have makes me think About all the negative things that happened in my life None of them are very bright I lost my girlfriend at the age of nineteen She will always be my queen And she always is in all my dreams Haunting me everywhere I go I cannot ever let her go She shattered my heart and it has never healed It too was head over heels I wish I could have gotten one last appeal I don't really think I will ever heal I will never have or hold her now I truly know this Somehow to me this is bliss Knowing the fact she married a better man He's given her more now than I ever can or could I will never understand why GOD did this to me Even though the picture is so obvious in front of me She is happy and I am not and She has got me so tied up in knots I still lover her to this day My memories of her will never fade Even though her name is Renee