Heartbroken

i am missing the guidance from the man i need the most there’s no sense of direction, is it truly going to be okay? i need a hand, yours was absent. i’m feeling like the world is collapsing onto me. i can’t breathe while i’m waiting for you to swoop in and save me. where are you? you said you’d pick me up when i was down but you pushed me into the ground. feeling hurt, feeling lost, i need you to talk to. but i’m talking to a ghost. where are you? you said you’d be there for me. to be a parent, to be a guide, to be on my team. now i fall asleep alone, because we don’t talk anymore. you left me alone when i had no one left. it’s just me now, and i guess that’s it.