He Never Loved Me ( My Dad)

Hands around my throat, I begin to choke, no one can hear me scream, someone opened the door, saw what was happening, did not call the police, that is what he did to me. I do not want to ever see him again, I know that he is the one I have to forgive, that is what the Bible says, God I do not understand... The one who was suppossed to love me is the same one who abused me, the one that was suppossed to love me, he never cared, I could not talk to him, could not go to him for hugs, the one that was suppossed to love me, he never showed any love.