Hate You Not

I try not to hate you, But I sure do hate, Going round and round, Like merry go around, I dont want this to linger, I love you to the fullest, Yet you making me mad, Its so hard to get it out, This pain is hurtful. I am sorry but this is how, I get my anger out, Writing poems, When I can't talk, I feel numb to you, I don't know what to believe And what to not! I don't mean to hurt you, In any way,