Hate? Love? Confused!

I'm angry and I'm sad I'm tired and I'm mad I'm alone and I'm hurt I'm forgetting what I'm worth You never see me, you never hear me or know when I'm feeling down My emotions are all mixed up, all thrown around I thought you’d protect me, I thought you’d stop his game But yet you saw straight through my tears you caused me more pain I hate you, there I said it, I hate you But to say I have that someone, damn I love, I love you I'm lost, I'm confused You’re causing me pain, but I feel I need you, I'm being used I hate you there I said it, I really hate you But I need you, oh I need you, I love you why can't you love me?