Hate

I know your told as a kid not to hate to give but it is hard to not hate sometimes like when your not aloud to live or when just hanging out is a crime I have hated and I have loved before but never have I dwelled on why till now I know it is wrong an have tried not to open hates door but sometimes it happens even if your not sure how I want to forgive not hate anymore but can not maybe I should try harder to put it in the past I may forgive but it will never be forgot Some hurts always last