Hard Mending a Broken Heart

only i know what my heart truly speak what strengthen it and makes it weak how it loves and refuse to care how it falls apart and lives through every tear no one can make my mind can't make me realize something i just can't see its lost and i mite never find off in the world Better off with out me I'm me no matter what couldn't stop even if i tried what is it about me that one day i'm the reason the hearts cried i mend it so much but it comes to be as me another heart hanging off its hinges pumping and raging in its anger hooked like a hanger can't go no where without help cautious with every step heart fade away from my grip take your breath and release your lips set your self free erase your memory of me inward my heart lure i tell you for sure run run as fast as you can go, love, smile, have another woman my heart hold none delights in the moment enjoys the fun i'm here for today, tomorrow i went love is not of my performance if it came my way I'll pass up the chance it is not my will won't work for it, i rather stay at the bottom of that hill it is not my aim feels like a meaningless game my heart was once a platform made for this this ruthless game around and around, face made of shame give one all only to experience a fall now my heart won't let want others can I'll never be your woman