Happy Being Alone

Its time for celebration, Fun n frolic all around, Everywhere is merry time; Red, green white color of season. Its jingling bells, beautiful trees. Tis Christmas!!! Snow all round, All happy &gay Tall trees, decorated with bells, stars, good luck charm et all; Misltoes hanging, stockings filled. Yo Ho.....Santa's coming!!!! May be wishes coming true. Happiness all around Ask a wish & its fulfilled. But whats the use..?? All like this day except one. Even that person used to love this day .. but now not more. Earlier used to wait to arrive would be double celebration, Christmas & B'day On that day lamp lights were burned around midnight, Chatting, thanking, praying, seeking blessings from near & dear ones, Those were the happiest yester years of that person's life. Now no dislike it. As usual awaiting for the big day, but Major let down came from close people, Quarrels, argument happened. And many more... Though it wasn't that persons fault. Most awaited day was a worse day mare. Immensely hurt-but only that person. Made a firm decision-not celebrating with near-dear ones. May be only few friends-true few ones. Even foes seems to be better now, Loved ones seems distant to me. Indeed that person distanced own self from them Distancing away was not what was wanted, But circumstances were proving that. Better to be loner than among with betrayers & cheaters U will feel that person must be wrong somewhere, Without a doubt for once person is right. Now don't have any regrets, No sorrow.nothing Just happy being alone. No awaiting for next X'mas... With a ray of hope.