Hanging On a Prayer

I have this strong urge to just walk away but I cannot seem to do so, Something in my heart is telling me that I should stay and to just try and hold on. The situation is getting much too thick and troubling I am getting tired of always trying to make amends, Often times I find myself asking "How long can I continue to stand by my man?" I knew all was not always going to be a bed of roses we were going to have our share of ups and downs, But it seems as though that here lately all I have been doing is shedding more tears instead of smiles. The few arguemetns I find are slowly wearing me down I wish that they would just end rather quickly, The few arguements that we have had always makes me feel so down to the point I become physically sick. I am trying my best in hanging in there but I am finding myself slowly losing my grasp, I am just hanging on a prayer for how long will our love really last?