Half Monster

I’m half monster. Living in a jackal and hide world of a father’s imposter. In fear of that half coming out I am left without. Who am I? Can I distinguish why? Will anger entice me? Will feelings precise me? I’m half monster! I’m half of my father. I can’t punish my child in fear of going to far. I can’t change him without feeling dirty by a hidden scar. He made me! He hated me! He’s my parent. He’s my serpent. I’m half monster! He’s a monster. I wish I knew where I fit. Half and half I am split. My brothers followed his steps. I am a misstep. I wasn’t supposed to be. Can I get rid of this monster inside of me?