Guessing Game

I know sometimes it's going to rain, And without pain there is no gain. But how much do I really have to live? Considering everything about me I give. I do my best to make everyone smile, And when I'm lonely it's your number I dial. From time to time I feel helpless and alone, Even though I'm 31 and fully grown. Am I ever going to catch a break, Or am I always going to be chased by the snake? I hate living my life from day to day, I never know when my mind will go astray. I have always put on a good little front, But for my feelings you will have to hunt. I'm not an easy one to figure out, However I'm not one to pout. Until than I remain a guessing game, And live my life exactly the same.