Growing Up

On the empty floors I am watching the nights roll flowing in other nights. Nature's mirror has come to give birth and to destroy the typhoons are embracing me, an unstoppable power in my two arms. Between logic and the holy the notions are lost I am turning blue inside the sky's blue. And I return again and again to repay the same sin upon which my own blood has dropped and with blood I try for centuries to pay. My form is drawing circles -what is your name?-my name is Human. Can this mortality embrace the darkness? Can my bare hands hold within them the air? I was born for the renaissance of colours, I threw green and yellow at the edge of the horizon, I painted red the lost dreams of history and I placed white on all the spots of the sky. I was born to destroy and I dig pits everyday, I bury inside them living truths and I cover them with shovel and water. Be quiet! The seasons are sleeping... With small knives I carve the corners of the world until I find the bone to puncture it, deeper and deeper. Our fears are breaks of the Universe they are transfered from planet to planet, they change orbit, while cleaving the clouds. ''Learn how to walk, learn how to talk, learn how to kiss, learn how to leave, learn how to love, learn how to kill"... Hollow bodies at the mountains top are burning with the flames of redemption. They carry the same rock everyday, everynight until they reach the end, the end that doesn't exist. They fill the glasses with water, the glasses that dont have bottom. Don't ask me to change the world, you only gave me soil but you have forgotten the water and with hands dry and dirty I collect time to repay you for your graces, because there is light and there is darkness, because I stop in front of red and I walk in front of green. But you don't know, you don't, that I find strenght everyday, since I opened my eyes, I am preparing in silence and I am clentcing my teeth because the time will come, when I will throw a big punch at this carton world, I will tear it up in half and I will see what lies behind, behind the lie. Shaken off from my dirty morality I will touch the sacred redemption I will wake up from the dream, I will embrace at last, for the first time, reality.