Groundswell of Emotional Blessedness

Groundswell Of Emotional Blessedness Ebullience exudes from mine every pore courtesy festive mood in the air, thus acknowledgment to the following: thank you All Poetry, COSMOFUNNEL, Facebook, Hello Poetry, My Poetic Side PoetryNook, Poetry Soup, PoetryVibe Tumblr, et cetera anonymous global friends, Romans countrymen/women whether spring chickens or old roosters or hens. A network of cherished kinships allied forged, and linkedin analogous to union of groom and bride (case in point yours truly linkedin with the missus) thru electronic bonds engender intrigue, nonetheless unconditionally accept, no matter I chide self, and reference mine existence as if...this mortal already died, now more appreciative than ever, cuz younger days witnessed peers that did elide me accompanied with relentless teasing, snubbing, roasting akin tubby kindled over a fireside, thus...solitude shadowed me as sole silhouette guide peopled with books to escape and hide from so called "real" webbed world, yet inside this former grievous lad through alienation, emasculation, and isolation no joyride valuing myself less than a pawn on chessboard of life envying extrovert as kingside station depriving, insulating, and ostracizing yours truly belied to Matthew Scott Harris marginally functioning, and denied him camaraderie, dating, enjoying female friendships due to lack of confidence and pride and at the cusp of pubescence...a slow descending ride (while donning a foghat) into the hungry (anorexic) maws of suicide, which ideations hammer psyche, analogous to ego getting piston now aghast how I tried (without success) to disappear sundering mine complex edifice into the wide abyss of nothingness, hence to treasure those electronic connections, perhaps...totally no more'n four score (and seven years ago) all told of unbeknown village people comprising worthy chums, sans human league roar ring (okay pardon the hyperbole), but letting this foo fighter explore a greater range of interpersonal (no matter virtual), but each unnamed cyber buddy worth more than simple rhyming galore words express, some or all those who sprung from Earth, wind and fire, viz cosmic toreador this poet would their physical presence adore, who realizes genuine experienced love second best option loneliness I abhor, nevertheless wistfulness to communicate thru the Internet... finds me writing bonjour, to random readers familiar with literary nuances of yours truly within whose integrated circuits central processing unit core reasonable rhymes coalesce as trademark décor lapsing words to explore his existential crisis enduring seventeen years subtracted from fourscore orbitz athwart planet earth in the balance as informed Former Vice President of the United States Albert Gore his 1992 tree tease at that time hardcore revelations now Greta Thunberg makes absolutely eloquently sure *****sapiens do not ignore.