Groans of Loneliness

I wince in pain I stare at the darkness How long is it going to be? My head is hurting My eyes are spinning It’s like my very last breath I feel my spirit leave my body But back it comes All over again It comes and goes Like its been struggled for I gasp for air I wrestle for breath The pain is more than I can take I do this rejoicing Taking my last breath Is like taking in fresh air As I reflect on my life All my love, all I had I gave so freely without a word All I got was so many pretenses And so much lies around All my love I could not withdraw Because war weld up inside of me My heart against my mind A battle that caused me so much pain Not much peace of mind was left My heart loved and loved on My mind wanted more than revenge So on my bed I daily await Death in its bright shining armor