Goodbyed Hello

Good morning from the ascending light Good night from the descending night I'm sorry, darling of past glee I'm not sorry that we were together and happy I'm a house and you're the ground I'm the mouse, caught without a sound Sucks to be you, under a rock all the time I'm sick of being with you, encouraging selfish crime It just doesn't make sense My shoulders get all tense Working it out with me, So don't interfere You're my cup of iced coffee And that's what I fear Hoping you'd be not here... Because you make me shed a tear Of joyless hopelessness Of madness distress Make me whole, black hole in space Make me smile for at least a mile of grace Blanking out today because of no rest But I'll try my best to pass the test That...I...sincerely detest I am east and you are west I'm the butterfly and you, the pest Am I still your unbelievable treasure chest? Being your guardian angel wasn't my job In the first place, so let me sit here and sob Because I'll take a journey to find the one I love Is he or she the angel from way up above? You're the cash that flies out my wallet I was a picky hopeless romantic when we first met The floor is wet and my mind is set I will be the fly, hovering around the lightbulb... Lolling, talking and screaming at you Growing old as usual and the clock is chiming since ancient times out of the blue I see you, my diamond in the cave I smell fear, but I know that I am brave Save the moment I ran into you at the store You told me watch it, little spoiled brat..that hit me hard with bullets of sadness to the core I am mad at you..stay away, let me go! I don't forgive that word that skipped into my ears It slipped into your filthy ****...suck it up, you arrogant hoe I knew you from somewhere else...back in those happygolucky years It appears to me that you can't accept change I'm the loose change in your pocket...it's time to rearrange We are on different levels... I'm on the random page of painstaking rage Thinking of the wandering Devils, You're with your ridiculous pen pals on the Internet while I'm the suffering bird in the cage...burning like the bittersweet smell of saturated sage I guess you had to spit me out like gum Now, I'm here..naked, ashamed and numb You pound me with your feelings of loath An oath that disappeared for life...I suppose we are b-both... Friends that have low self-esteem issues We haven't the brains to fix it - that's bad news Right from the start, I thought you had no heart You are a genuine guy that seemed to fall apart and a disdainful, disasterful art Beautiful balloon... I must let you go soon I guess so...you know...you are a sun that shines aglow Think before you say or I'll let the string slip from my hand You don't understand that I love you so Think before you take action and you get overwhelmed and pop because you can't make a stand You are a blasted busted band You are the sand in the ecstasy sea Be the wand at my demand Give me a helping hand, make a stand, and be not disappointed in me I guess you aren't gladly But sadly, I've hurt you badly I had to depart from your lukewarm, gentle arms I guess so...so...because I did you countless harms I walked a long ways just to be rejected by you I talked a wondrous amount of words per minute But what you do to me you just haven't a clue I went into your car and it didn't go far...not one bit...now I'm throwing a little fit You said put deodorant on... But my filth is a shield from dusk to dawn I get down and dirty and I'm proud of it I'm not a perverted prick and a pervert like you...at least that's what I admit It's hard to show my face anywhere anymore The chemistry between us was rather a bore I'm embarrassed beyond words And yes, I feel like captive birds I can't even find the words to say at this moment I'm like a torn-up, worthless tent, in the middle of the woods...letting out a remarkable disgusting scent Try to change me Be careful, I might bite I wanna be a part of your nightmares and haunt you with spooky glee I might explode Don't try my patience Fighting an uphill battle Racing with a thousand cattle Hello from the inside Goodbye from the outside