Goodbye

Maybe it's just me or something I learned from the road. Im seen as a person I know longer know. The wind has turned a chill and it's telling me to go. A man can smile while dying inside. Im empty no longer can i find that common ground inwhich to confide. Alone in a place I dont wanna be unable to speak for I am a coward whos held it in for so long I cant even function like a normal person. I need to hear it's goona be alright but I know what lurks in the distance i see the road ahead shouldI just allow the pain to consume me again. I know the answer so with a heavy heart to this book I write the final chapters end. Maybe its a cowards act its not so easy when you understand that in time you will lose anyway. I am not a statue made of stone. Content to stand cold and alone. Nor do I wanna spend the rest of my life wishing for what does not yern for me. When im found I wonder howit will be seen. Anger is normal I just ask that you never forget me.