Goodbye

So confused, Not knowing what to do? I love you so much, But I love him too. Most of the time; All we ever do is fight, I really don't have a clue, On how to make it right? I want to be with you, But he is never off my mind, I'm sorry that I am hurting you, I'm sorry i'm that kind. Why do i still love my Ex? I ask myself everyday, I have you now, But I just want to hold him and say, I miss you so much, You are the love of my life, I want to be with you forever, I want to be your wife. He would never hurt me, Curse at me or lie, So that is why I have to say, I'm sorry and Good-Bye.