Goodbye

My pain is so real, it feels like my heart is being pulled out of my chest. And as each day pass, I pray for the pain to be less, to go away. But still its very real. The grieve is too much for me to bear. And there days I want to go to sleep and not wake. Unable to face another day, to live my life as a lie in some else life. Do you want her? or Do you want me? But you must choose. And so you did. And I won't be your fall back or second choice. If your dreams lay with her, then that's where you're meant to be. There days tears won't stop flowing as the pain and love collided, I can't deny what my heart decided. I'm fighting a battle I know I can't win. I Love you, I Love you... So I stand strong on the outside but falling apart on the inside. Please never think it's not hard on me. Everyday You linker in my heart, mind, and soul, you are very much a part of me. Even those life must go on, I know Its not right for me to stick around, be something I'm not. Be part of a life that I have no place. Apart of me will always hold onto you in my dreams. And I will love you forever from afar. I Love You... Know this I have never loved someone as much as I love you. And never will.