Good Bye Mother

I haven't crumbled, I haven't cried, I shed a few silent tears, but now my eyes have dried, I lost my maker, I lost my biggest fan, I lost the one who made this little boy into a man, I read a lot of philosophy, made plenty of my own too, but today I realised what letting go means, when it's forced unto you, my apologies to all I hurt, my apologies to her too, I could have been a bit better in behaving with you, I thank you dear people for being there in my time of need, I say good bye to my tree of life who has gone back into her seed. I hope you can hear me wherever you are hid, I love you, will always do and most truly always did..