Gone Girl

I was gone before I left I'd tried to find those feelings I'd once felt. I forced a smile In private I wept.. I was gone before I left I tried to forget about all the secrets you'd kept I'd like awake next to you While you peacefully slept.. I was gone before I left Id search for the answers that I'd never get I blamed myself and became depressed As you carried on with no regrets.. I'm far from innocent Never have I ever claimed to be I didn't want you to stay You wouldn't let me leave.. You say our fate Is something you'll never accept But I had been gone Long before I actually left..