Gone Anna Lo Ph

? ...GONE... ? I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt To lose someone you never really had, Days can be tough and at times cruel To much for one to bear alone.. I was hoping that you would say If I feel that I can't hold on any longer, You'll take my hand and we'll go through it until together. When the time comes, that if I can't stand on my own again And I won't need you anymore, I will let go. I will let go, if that would make you happy.. If you're lonely and your heart feels empty, Just tell me and I will step inside. But if One Day, you'll be needing that space for someone else Don't worry and gladly I will give in my space.. Like in a painful, sad love story It's amazing how easily to fall inlove with someone, Who simply smiles, talks or stare at you The only hard thing to do is to make that person fall for you. They say that time heals all wounds, but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss You.. Okay, so maybe time heals most wounds, right? Then why does it feel like it? The wound is getting bigger and bigger every second. Maybe Love is just a beautiful dream, and then we wake up.. Just as they always say when somebody leaves When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness, Instead keep your head up high and gaze for the stars. For that is where broken hearts have been sent to heal.. What is the opposite of Two?.. ...A lonely me, A lonely You... They say relationships are like glass That sometimes it's better to leave them broken Than risk hurting oneself in trying to put it back together. Lost in my heart, lost in my mind, I'm lost in your eyes Entire days, weeks, months, ...a blur... Flickers of light in the darkness Only to be enveloped in shadow once more. And yet within the shadows of pain Might be the faint flicker of love once fel,t And that could make all the darkness worthwhile Because a single "I Love You" Is worth more than a thousand goodbyes.. I'm tired my Beloved.. of chafing my heart against the want of you, Of squeezing into little inkdrops and writing it. Ask me why I keep on loving you When it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me. The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me I can't force myself to stop loving you.. So I tell myself sometimes.. 'Count the gardens by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not with tears that roll." .. Though sometimes, these tears say all there is to say And the scars don't ever fade away, I am thankful that for a moment I once met You, I once felt you look my way. I once felt You within me, in my heart and mind I once was happy and alive with You I once Loved you and still Loving You... xoxo P.S ..KYHYCYILY.. always.. ? ? ? (re-edited letter)