Going Back In Time

Everything I see is gone What should be loved just brings me pain This loss in me has gone on far too long Every second drives me insane The sky is drifting past my eyes All of life is far away Whatever I do is just a lie Another excuse for me to stay I’ve found the reasons life exists I know why we are here But it’s too late for me to resist The darkness makes this clear The fear inside still speaks to me It’s polluting all my dreams This crying child can never see As long as there’s such thing as screams This is the last time I kill my pain No more martyred days I’ll close my eyes and lift the rain Time will never be the same The darkness fades into the light Everything turns around Pain is fading from my sight Things that are, they’re turning back Scars no longer burn my mind There were never any lies In the end I know I’ll find I am now just part of the skies