God's Special Place

I left you all alone I know. I did not think it would cause pain. I was not living, I was just existing. I was so tired you see, I wanted to leave a while A go when God showed me that special place. I searched for answers many years ago. I never under stood till now you see, why God whispered those words in my ear so long ago, So I would know he had a place for me to go. For all sinners have a place in God's heart you see. We all have a plan you see, for each it is different. God knew I wanted to leave this world, you see He made me follow his plan he had for me. He showed me that special place you see For he knew i would take my own life. I left part of me behind you'll see. I will always be around you'll see. I am free at last, no pain, no suffering. I will be happy in that special place It was made for people just like me.