God Please Tell Me

I need a baby to make me whole I need a baby to love and to hold. I can't seem to shake all the sad emotions my life is a rollercoster with up and down motions. To have a baby would make me complete Most of my sadness would be obsolete. I want to experience all of motherhood I would be the very best mother that i could. God give me a chance to show you all the love in my heart Give me a chance to do my part. Is adoption the way to go I need an answer please tell me so. Is my sadness here to stay or is better things headed my way. i need some help because my faith is hurting my thoughts about you have been concerning. To take my babies was a mean thing to do all of the sorrow you have put me through I need my angels more than you. Please tell me if my life will get any better or do i have to stay in this stormy weather. Please give me the answers that i seek So i can find my happiness and not be weak.