God Alone Plan and Mysterious Ways

Why do such travesties happen and continue to occur To living human being people such as us As loss , loneliness , misery and pain For what exact purpose and who's gain If God was and is truly meant to love us above all other's in his name Well maybe that was always his intention and end game from the very outset As seeing God is the sole creator of each and everything the beginning and the end God also therefore wished we knew this emotion fully as well What exactly is was like to experience and feel something as deep and personal As painful , miserable as loneliness and loss Because as God is the one and only Creator The only thing in fact God could not not would be ever possible to be able to do Was ever experience or know what it was or would be like to be in love To know what it was like meet and find the 1 your 1 and only true love Made especially and created just for you to love and make and give your life purpose and meaning And perhaps one day get to become and discover what it may feel like to be the creator of a new life oneself And as to the reason why maybe he created us in order to watch vicariously and voyeuristically and over us In order to both entertain keep and provide him company and companionship As God maybe in some ways seeks solace in witnessing how we come to terms and deal with it As God hypothetically logically and thinking along theoretically line's Only God in fact will ever really and actually truly knows What it must feel like to be all alone Knowing also full well there is and will never ever be or is That certain someone out there laying in wait hopefully one day made or created especially just for you But what the hell exactly do I know or right do I have to comment on or speak of about love As i myself have as yet to find or meet my one and only true love And therefore the reason why I place nor have no faith or belief in love but much more rather in Loss , loneliness, misery , pain and grief And why it is I constantly choose to question and search and seek for my own individual personal answers As to what exactly is God's plan And why God works in such mysterious ways