Gnawing and Gnashing of Teeth

In the Madness of my Mind, I : Chatted with God The Music of HIS voice reverberates through the canyon of a dead Soul Questions, so many questions : “Speak my son“, He Said Is reality Heaven, Is Life upon this Earth only a Dream Insanity; touches me, as I roam through the hours of the Past You may ask : WHY does the sickness of the mind affect the SOUL? “ If YOU do not know MY “SON” : YOU do not Know “ ME “ “Empty , a Soul that only Once new LOVE , until “ BARBARA “ WHY?, WHY?, do I get the privilege of “ LOVING BARBARA “ ‘ YOUR Blessing is Received “ as my mind, disputes “ REALITY” “ May I see my LOVE : Lenore; before I run to the arms of “BARBARA” I want to be LOVED, not necessarily; Physical or Sexual , “Just LOVED” In a Heavenly Voice GOD sings to ME, whispers in my ear “ BELOVED “ “ If You do not LOVE MY, “SON” : YOU do not LOVE “ ME “ Love ; decayed, rotted away in a rancid pool of lost Emotions Feelings : Dead and buried long ago; Scratch the surface of the Earth Screaming in painful agony, crying the tears of the past “Set me Free” The Earth is cold, damp, dirty ; I find Peace in the emptiness of Life Death is a pleasure ; I can only Dream of in a nightmare of Forever Madness deprives the Soul of consciousness , of reality, of ETERNITY “If you do not seek MY “SON” : You do not SEEK “ ME “