"give Up" Has a Positive Meaning

Walking under the rain I give up, I give up with the smell of your worries, with the way you smile your completely untrue stories. I give up with the taste of your two soft, red edges, which are part of your mouth, with the unpleasantly sharp taste of your lips. I give up to let the phoenix set fire to itself and born again, raising from its ashes. I give up with a satisfying meaning. I will stop trying to guess whether I'm here or there I will stop doing my research before I have completed it. I will log out before being knocked out. I will let that great affection work with the reflexive pronoun "I". I give up to let the ability to recover quickly fill me in...body and heart I give up with a pleasantly meaning