Girly Waffling

I have wondered at what completeness truly is.... What would “walking on hot coals” actually feel like? Would completeness really involve that? And if it did, could I actually do it? I have wondered at wholeness.... Would I recognise it? Doubted it could be mine. Surely I would know? I have wondered at happiness.... Pondered over its everlasting-ness. Experienced so much, lost so much. Had to pinch myself to check it’s real. I have wondered at undying love.... Whether it was something I could experience? Believing that it can never die. A dream to reality, shocked by its intensity. I have wondered at trust.... Dare I dip a toe in, after bitter experiences? Leave myself open and venerable? Then without realising it I find I already do. I have wondered at finding “the one”... Whether I would recognise him. Become the one for someone too. And you are here, my world is shining. I have wondered at feeling loved.... Totally without restrictions or reservations. Envied the mere thought and imagined it. Now I thank you for being you, and loving me. ©.L.Kelly