Ghosts Ii

Why can no one hear me. I'm left out in the cold. Am I even seen? Or am I but a lonely soul I scream & plead for help But still noone responds. I swear to ing, god I don't what did so wrong. I shout amongst a crowd But noone even turns their head. I'd be better off to yell Into the abyss of nothingness I've walked amongst the mortal Although dead since a small child. I've tried hard to be patient, But the pain is never mild. How much do I have to bleed? To earn a simple glance? Desires of a true safe place But that dream never had a chance... A shadow in the background My soul harber's no light. I chase a child's aspiration No end to this war I fight. I still follow the rainbows. As if my hope had never died. But I am nothing but a ghost No matter how hard I've tried.