Getting To the Root of the Ivy

why am i here why am i there what do i fear why am i anywhere what do i tell myself what will i do with wealth am i really asking myself these questions i will welcome anything....suggestions or expressions i encapsulate myself in a pod with no degree of survival there was a time when i was so dependent on my being so prideful now i cannot even strut my way out of a situation 2 + 2 i guess that is what i get for intentionally hurting you now you are gone and all i can do is give God a passionate envelope of forgiveness and hope that it reaches though if i had the genius of mind to build the ultimate time machine i would simply give you a hug and say i love you in order to make the slate clean....