Getting Everything Together

Getting everything together has been hard in my life, every time something gets better, something else turns out not to be right. I try to see the good in things, but instead all i see is bad, even on my weakest days, I try my best to not be sad. Keeping my head up is a struggle at times, because of the negativity i think in my head, or thinking back to hurtful things my mother has said. But the past is the past, and i need to learn how to leave it at that, but sometimes it can be hard to forget, especially the words with the most intensified hit. I have so many blessings to be thankful for, and a great family that could not be better, getting everything together is going to be tough, but i'll keep working on it and get there soon enough.