Getting Attached To Angels Only Hurts Yourself

i want to say i'm strong enough to leave you in the past but this was something so important that i wanted it to last and i can't wrap my head around you and how you moved on so fast. i still need you when i start retreating in my head. all you ever wanted from me was what i'd give in bed. you come around when you're feeling empty because you know i'll fill you up with love. where were you all of the times i was sinking and needed to be put above? what about all of the times that i was hollow and you were nowhere to be found? i called out your name and played your game but you never came around.