Gain Knowledge

I am but a child in this study of life seeking the answer of why we have life at time's I am wrong with my study and guess I look to find answers and only find trash yet sometimes I hit on the right problem solve sometimes I find a solution of gold Yes I am christian I beleive in our christ but do not feel proud of the way they lead life one day at a church does not forgive sin we can not kill people and then hope to win Instead we should walk With Gods bonds of love prove that we're worthy teach peace and sweet love Our ministers turn the people away hurting young children is not then Gods way to gain the respect the church needs to learn respect is not given It has to be earned each day that we walk with god at our side we have to gain knowledge With wisdom we climb to over come problems that face all man-kind with science against us destroying our faith we need to build wisdom to rebuild Gods grace with wisdom we study our own building blocks Destroy what is wrong in our thinking and blocks am I then always the center of truth Perhaps there is darkness in my thinking too perhaps there is light in the sky's made of blue perhaps if we look at each thinking man we can find a prenumbra of dackness and gray sometimes they are right in the things that they say sometimes the are wrong it as simply that way make up your mind no timid mud grass don't be a sheep that is following jack study the theories both sides of the line please keep an open and questioning mind perhaps we'll examine and studying hard the truth we will cleave from the mystery card