Fussin', Cussin' and All That Nonsense

You see the past in me I'm alive...I survived the disdainful rainfall Don't be shy to ask for help I arrive...undone and I must've lost it all...cuz I get no where in life at all Can't help, but frankly yelp I need support from readers Even from younow viewers YouTube wouldn't be better Was writing an apology letter Sometimes, I wish I were you You move so well to the beat You speak words of wisdom too You're a dream that I never had and you are so near my side...the moment here with you is so neat... You're acting discreet on the phone I cheated death too many times Restless...best off if I were on my own You overlooked me many times Oh well...well... I'm in my cell... Isolated for life Peace out, strife Live life without a care Liberty is near, dear In return, I get a vacant stare Hope is gone I fear Your voice rings like my favorite song I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong I'm a young person with an old mind Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame... Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same... Bus... I fuss... I cuss... Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense Reminded of the past again and again and again... Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been... I fuss and cuss We ain't on the same bus Gravity pulls me down I smile, then I frown Fussin' Cussin' Keep pressing on Paper thin...where do I begin!? Marked by sins... My hope is from deep within Darkness wins... Pinned down by weaknesses and strengths Experiencing fear and hope in all lengths I'm a bizarre guy and I won't deny that I'm blind God knows I've tried to seek out His light and let the aura of time unwind Fixated on my freefalls...answer my calls Standing tall, Breaking down for real like the Jericho walls Through it all Oh well...well... I'm in my cell... Isolated for life Peace out, strife Live life without a care Liberty is near, dear In return, I get a vacant stare Hope is gone I fear Your voice rings like my favorite song I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong I'm a young person with an old mind Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame... Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same... Bus... I fuss... I cuss... Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense Reminded of the past again and again and again... Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been... I fuss and cuss We ain't on the same bus Gravity pulls me down I smile, then I frown Fussin' Cussin' Keep moving on... Your magic touch got me hypnotized Mmmmhmmm Under your spell of heavens and hells Mmmmhmmmm Making me feel like I belong...mesmerized... Ooooooooh ahhh I memorized every single word you utter...melts in my brain like butter on bread...it rings a billion bells... Oh well...well... I'm in my cell... Isolated for life Peace out, strife Live life without a care Liberty is near, dear In return, I get a vacant stare Hope is gone I fear Your voice rings like my favorite song I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong I'm a young person with an old mind Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame... Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same... Bus... I fuss... I cuss... Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense Reminded of the past again and again and again... Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been... I fuss and cuss We ain't on the same bus Gravity pulls me down I smile, then I frown Fussin' Cussin' Keep trying your best from dusk to dawn...from dawn to dusk and welcome the sunlit son Fill in my remaining gaps and muse about our elegant embraces Wrap around me...my angelic devil of faithful slyness I yearn for your kisses and your admirable abstract abysses Make love to me, happiness that gets rid of frustration sadness How can I convince you to stay? What am I supposed to say...to make you not stray? It's so easy to let you go and so hard to hold on to you Although, lovin' you isn't doing much harm...I was a green, but now I'm a blue...who knew... I see my future in you